21st 🎉

Tch😒

Hey there, this newsletter will be longggg so brace yourself😂.

So yeah, I’m turning 21 in few days and boy, it’s not as exciting as I hoped it will be😒. I deliberately cancelled all plans because I’m not feeling it.

First, let me bring you up to speed about things that happened in September. The major thing that happened was my elder brother’s wedding but there were tiny events that are significant too. I WAS FVKIN STRESSED😂, from planning, to buying stuffs, to everyone calling me to do this or do that😩. I was trying to satisfy everyone despite the fact that I had issues with my health.

So about my health first, about 2 months ago I discovered that my blood sugar is low, ah, Oluwa robi danu😩😂. I started eating more, stuffing myself with sugary things and I forgot about it, as per all is well. Apparently all is not well😂 because after 2 weeks, I checked again and it further decreased by .6😩. I could not tell anyone so I decided to see a doctor. The first doctor I saw straight up diagnosed me with hypoglycemia 😂 without running any test oh😂 so I went to another hospital where I was asked to run several tests, I spent 70% of my August income running tests 😒. Test results came out and thank God it was not as serious as I thought. I just have to tweak my dietary habits.

Then the wedding 😩, things went wrong, a whole lot of stuffs and as the shock absorber of the family, I was at the fore front of receiving these news even though I did not have my test results then so I was constantly worried about whether I was going to d*e or not😂. I hate parties but parties thrown by my immediate family, I had no choice. My normal routine during these kind of events is to take like 15mins and cry back to sanity 😂 but this one, I had no time to cry sef😂😂. Wedding day came and it was successful 🥰.

I’m just grateful to be alive because the emotional torment I went through in the past 2 months is enough to make me off myself 😑.

So here is to 21 🥂 and many more years (I hope😂)

Love,

A 21 year old woman😂🥰.