Happiness 🙂

Whirlwind of emotions

Lately, I’ve felt off, unhappy and frustrated. I really cannot pinpoint what exactly is wrong but I know everything that is not supposed to happen has been happening and I don’t even have time to process a situation before another one happens.

This is actually weird because I’m supposed to be fulfilled because I already ticked all my bucket list for this year and there is still a month and half left. I’ve been so hard on myself for a while now that I refuse to give myself a pat on the back for every thing I accomplished. I immersed myself in beating my goals and now that I’m done, it’s just emptiness. I don’t feel happy or fulfilled, just empty.

But then, a dear friend of mine wrote some really nice things about me (how we met) and said some random stuffs to me tonight and I’ve not felt that happy this month🥰. Realized that I’m actually a very great person and I deserve to be happy.

So, from now till the end of this year, I’m going to set just one goal and that is to be so happy that l will radiate happiness to everyone and everything around me. I’m going to have a blasttttttt. At least till next year before I go back to being so hard on myself (it’s a toxic cycle😂😂😂).

And oh, I had to go for check up regarding my health and it improved by 40% but a win is a win, right?🥰🫶

(I won’t take this long before writing again, I promise 🫶)

Love,

The sweetest woman alive 😂🥰🫶