IF I WAS A GIRL

If I was a girl, I’d miss my dead sister

Nursing open wounds and blisters

In two days, it’ll be eleven years cold

I’d still remember her, stories untold

From that grief, I'd try to reignite my spark

After spending weeks in the dark

I’d find my way back to a happy place

And shine again in a brighter space

With new light, I’d laugh so hard the world will tremble

My joy would echo, like a sound I’d assemble

My sound would bring smiles that would play

And end each day in a happy way

Finding my voice, I’d be a writer

Or maybe, more of a fighter

I’d stab with my pen and tear boundaries

And make my voice heard in stories and liberties

In life's contrasts, I’d hold hands with a stranger

Unaware of the danger

They’d linger like a tattoo kiss

And leave a memory that I’d forever miss

But in calm moments, I’d be with a simple man

We’d live life vanilla, with love in our plan

But it’s okay, he’s got a heart that’s nice

He is everything sweet, with a gentle spice

Only if I was a girl❤️