Learning new things 🙂

Hi, this piece is going to be all over the place so just bear with me (I need to vent)😂.

Sooo, where should I start?😒 I think I have a problem 😂 it’s not that I’m not emotional but how people express emotions sometimes irks me. Like why are you so upset and sad over trivial things (maybe not trivial to them but idk idk)? For me, I believe the reasons you have to be sad for more than 24 hours should be DEATH. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying you can’t be upset for more than that but there should be a decline in the emotions along the line. Why are you still as sad as you were when the incident occurred???🌚 but then, maybe I’m just being insensitive.

Also, everyday I find out that I am gradually turning into my mother🥹. Everything she did/does that annoys the f out of me, I’ve started doing it too😂. Today, I called her to inform her of an issue where it seemed like I was in the wrong and before I even finished the sentence, this woman gave the exact response I gave too😂.

My niece is growing so fast 🥺. I stared at her for like 20mins today and my heart was this close to bursting out of my chest🥺. She is almost 5 months now and her smile grows wider everyday. Literally the most perfect lil girl ever and she brings so much joy to me personally. She kicks too hard sha, I almost died in my sleep😂😂.

I’m in the process of my first adult relationship (I don’t know how to put it more than that)😂. For someone that has only dated one person her entire life, I feel somehow. Some days, it’s like ‘why am I even doing this? Am I not better off the way I was?’ and other days, it’s basically ‘why did I take so long to start this phase?’😂🤭. Today is one of the latter days 🥺 it feels so good to connect with another soul🥺. It feels absolutely amazing to be vulnerable and listen to the other person’s vulnerability. Idk, I should have dropped the hard girl ting sooner🌚😂.

For the first time, the love is way past physical for me, it is a friendship that my soul craves. It’s not business as usual, it is not “out of sight, out of mind” this time. It is such a pure feeling that if it ends today, I’d forever remember and cherish the memories 🤭. Idan don fall in love😂❤️.

I’ll update you guys sha🌚.

Byeeee🤭