Sigh, Sigheed, Sighlas😪

I’m currently in a foul mood but what better time to write than when your emotions are all over the place?😒

Hi guysssss, yes it’s me🌚. I can’t promise that I’m back here but we will make do with what we have presently. I have no tangible reason for not writing to you guys for a while now tbh, I just kept procrastinating.

This piece will be all over the place as I have a lot to unpack and this is my safe space. For one, I feel like shit, my head is spinning and my stomach is churning. And the hilarious part is that I don’t know why (Actually, I do; I just don’t understand why it is necessary☹️).

And God, the state of this country??? This is no longer funny. The price of everything has skyrocketed and life keeps getting worse everyday. I don’t even know what to say because what the actual fck? We will survive sha 🙏🏻.

Emilokan to Nigerians 😹

School is on my neck and it feels like I’m being force-fed stones because why are these people making everything hard? Which brings me to the conclusion that the average Nigerian is as evil as any of our leaders. Just give them small power like this and you’ll see how fast people can make life difficult for others even though they literally went through that stage and saw how hard it is.

Currently, I’ll rate my life 7/10 and that’s not a great thing fr because my life is mostly a 10 and on extremely rare occasions, a 9. Now it feels like I have no idea what I’m doing and I’m just spiraling. I’m trying my best to cope sha tori it’s never heard that a mental health nurse descends into madness😂.

Life is going to get better and I want to write more but the flesh is weak😹. If my head stops spinning and my stomach stops churning, I might write again tomorrow or never🤷‍♀️.

Anyways, hold on tight and let’s hope that things turn around for good in this country because this is not a good way to live.

Till I write again,

Love,

Adesewa 🫶